Shadow Beloved I Just Wanna Feel Loved Скачать

I talk to the mirror like it knows what I need
But it just stares back, empty as me
Every scar's a word I never said
Every smile's a ghost I left for dead

I hold my breath when I pass by crowds
Pretend I'm okay while I'm breaking down
They say you're strong, but I know that lie
Strength's just the art of wanting to die

And I'm tired of bleeding just to prove I can feel
Tired of pretending this pain isn't real

I just wanna feel loved
To be seen in the mess
Not told to be tough
I just wanna be enough
If I scream it out loud, will it echo back?
Or will it fade like anything I lack?

They said, "Time heals", but I think it lied
Just taught me how to bleed inside
Every heartbeat's a ticking bomb
Counting down to when I'm gone

And I built my worth from empty words
A fragile truth that no one heard
And every night I pray to feel
Something, anything may be real

And I'm tired of screaming into the void
Tired of being love decoy

I just wanna feel loved
To be seen in the mess
Not told to be tough
I just wanna be enough
If I scream it out loud, will it echo back?
Or will it fade like everything I lack?

I tried so hard to hold the light
But the shadows kept me up at night
Every "I'm fine" was a war I lost
Every breath came with a cost

If I disappear before I'm found
Would anyone hear the sound?

I just wanna feel loved
To be seen in the mess
Not told to be tough
I just wanna be enough
If I scream it out loud, will it echo back?
Or will it fade like everything I lack?

Maybe love was never meant for me
But I still hope someone sees