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Life took everything from me
I ain't ready but I'm here now
Fuck

Woke up in a world I never asked to live in
Bills on the table, clock ticking like a prison
I used to stay up 'till the sun in my window
Now I clock in then, no dreams on my pillow

Everything I loved got buried in the timeline
All those late nights, friends online to find vibes
Gone like ghosts, faded in the dark skies
Now I barely breathe, growing up was a landslide

I use to drift free, heaven's all lost in the waves
Now I'm stuck in the ground, 'till I drop in the grave
I ain't ready for this shit, man I swear on my name
But life dragged me forward, didn't care that I changed

Yeah, I miss that kid, the one who never felt rushed
Now I'm swallowing the silence cause the world is too much
And I'm lonely, fuck it I admit it
Growing up is deeper than anything I predicted

Growing up stole my life, stole my nights, stole my mind
Pulled me out of dream world, left the real world behind
I ain't ready for the weight but I carry it anyway
Clock in, clock out, that's all, same day

I'm lonely again, no friends, no time left
Just the ghost of who I was breathing down in my chest
Growing up stole my life, stole the kid I used to be
And I'm drowning in the version that they forced out on me

I remember when my only problem was sleep
Now it's strength, stress, pain, buried six feet deep
I don't go online tomorrow, ain't nobody awake
The world moved on, left me standing in the quake

For this shit man I feel robbed without warning
I traded freedom for survival every god damned morning
I used to feel alive, now I'm numb, just existing
Dreams turn to ashes 'cause adulthood is twisted

Bars heavy like a casket I'm dragging behind
I'm a stranger to myself, to my past in my mind
The music hits different now, it hurts when it plays
Every melody reminds me of the life I betrayed

All those nights laughing, screams, glowing like fire
Now it's silence in the dark with a job I despise
Growing up didn't ask me, it just kicked down the door
Took my innocence, my time, and demanded some more

Growing up stole my life, stole my nights, stole my mind
Pulled me out of dream world, left the real world behind
I ain't ready for the weight but I carry it anyway
Clock in, clock out, that's all, same day

I'm lonely again, no friends, no time left
Just the ghost of who I was breathing down in my chest
Growing up stole my life, stole the kid I used to be
And I'm drowning in the version that they forced out on me

I didn't choose this
Didn't wanna let go
But the world kept moving
I wasn't ready
I wasn't ready at all

Tell me why the fuck we grow just to suffer this fate
Lose time, lose love, lose ourselves, lose faith
I didn't sign up for the pressure, the grind, the decay
But I'm trapped in this life and there ain't no escape

Everyday feels the same, like I'm looping in hell
Ain't a future, ain't a vision, it's a warning bell
I keep reaching for the comfort that I lost in the past
But it's gone like smoke, never meant to last

Yeah I changed but the world changed faster
Left me behind like some forgotten chapter
I'm lonely again and it cuts like a blade
Every friend drifted off, everyone turned away

So I hold my head down, work 'till I break
But I still feel empty at the end of the day
Growing up stole my spark, stole my soul piece by piece
Tell me how the fuck I'm grown but I don't feel enough

Growing up stole my life, stole my nights, stole my mind
Pulled me out of dream world, left the real world behind
I ain't ready for the weight but I carry it anyway
Clock in, clock out, that's all, same day

Yeah I'm lonely again
Yeah I'm lonely again
Growing up stole my life and I never got it back