Jada Monroe Slow Ruin Скачать

He never raised his hand, never raised his voice
Just quietly removed every other choice
Like a house that leans so slow
You don't notice 'til the rain

First, it was my friends, then it was my pride
Then the woman I kept locked up inside
Just a little every morning
'Til there wasn't much to come

Now I'm standing in this kitchen
In a life I don't recognize
Keep reaching for the door handle
Hand just falls back to my side

I don't know how to leave him
Don't know how to stay
He broke me down so gently
I just learned to call it "okay"

Lost myself so slowly
In the wrong man's hands
Lord, I don't know how to leave him
But I'm trying to understand

The scary part ain't him
The scary part is me
Scared there ain't enough left
To ever be free

So, I make his plate
Turn down the bed
And carry all the living
I should have left instead

I don't know how to leave him
Don't know how to stay
He broke me down so gently
I just learned to call it "okay"

Lost myself so slowly
In the wrong man's hands
Lord, I don't know how to leave him
But I'm trying to understand

He never hit me
Never had to
Just woke up one day
In a borrowed life
Hm, slow ruin
Hm, slow ruin